Went to the dentist and about threw up on them they were lucky I sat up quick enough so it wouldn’t go on them but I love Bryan with all my heart
I can barely breathe and it sucks:/ this cough is getting worse but of course my family don’t give a fuck… They don’t think I can do anything and you know what they Wont have to worry bout me taking up space much longer I’ll be gone in no time I’ll leave as fast I came here….. I just don’t care anymore…. I have no one who truly cares bout me or my feelings so why should I care?
He mid understood me… Cody Is only my friend and that’s it nothing else… I hadn’t hung out with anyone lately and when I hang out with a good friend he calls me a hoe and tells me bye and to never speak to him again… It hurts to think that I was actually waiting for him to come back to me… It’s truly time for me to move on this time I guess….
I still love you… But the question is do you love me or do you even miss me being youres?
That dream I had last night was weird but I loved it cuz of the one person who was in it and what the dream was about…:) couldn’t stop thinking of it tho at all today:)
Goodnight.. I couldn’t get any more tired than this:/ I hope one day soon I get the most important guy in my life back again and that’s Justin my heart beats for him every day .. I still love him :) goodnight got school tomorrow:)
Damn I feel as if I’m always gonna be lonely:/ who knows maybe I will always will be since I can’t seem to keep a guy in my life:/
Today was not that long since I had early release I told a friend at school something I’ve never told any one before cuz I’m scared to tell alot of ppl … But I still truly love Justin matos and I will til my hearts stops beating…
